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I'm the little girl

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freefromyounow

Published: Mar 2, 2013

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I'm the little girl
who doesn't sleep very well

I'm the little girl
Who writes in the dark

I'm the little girl
Who barely see's what's going down

I'm the little girl
With the pills in her hand
who doesn't know what it's like to be gone

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yami9neko

Oct 4, 2013

I know, I'm the little girl as well.

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