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I Survived Suicide

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Talking to him on the phone I heard him cry
A silent tear slips down my cheek
I can't feel this for him... no matter how much I love him
Why am I doing this???

I take the knife and slice up my wrists
A call comes in
I reach for the phone
One last word with the man I love.

He begs me to stop
He says he'll never leave
He reminds me of the good times
And what we could be
The kids we'll have
The life we'll leave

I struggle to stand
And stop the blood
I let out a cry as the pain sears through me
As I fight for conciousness
As I fight for life

Now four months later
I look at the scars
The darkest ones the run up my arms
He lied
He left me

But I'm still alive
Praying my way through each and every day
Fighting to not die
I cry each night
Till the morning light
Why did he leave me
Why didn't I die.
This is about something that happened 4 months ago.. he did leave me... I do cry every night... I miss him like crap and can barely survive without him by my side

UPDATE: I think this one deserves an update... well it's been just over 9 months since this happened... we haven't gotten back together and i don't plan on that happening... i don't cry over him anymore... i don't miss him that much either... i don't need him and i am growing stronger than he ever thought i could, right in front of his eyes.
Everyone can be just as strong, if you miss someone well lemme just say...

You don't need them <3 you are perfect as yourself
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TheEvanescent's avatar
You're very strong. How inspiring. :) I'm glad you're doing better.