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Disgust of Me

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Literature Text

It started when I was 10
How could they be so mean
Words had never hurt so much
I run to the bathroom
Take out the kitchen knife
Who would teach a child such cruel words
Why would I teach myself how to heal the emotional pain

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Next I was 12
For the first time I tell
My closest friend
She knows what to do
Tell the trusted teacher
Who tells the school
Who forces me to tell... them

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Now I'm 15
But you think I'm much older
I must confess
I'm not alright
I'm broken inside
They all think I'm so strong
Well guess what, I'm not.
Just look at the scars running up my arm
Those are from the time you told me too many lies
Too much detail you made me dislike who I am

My fingerprints on your gun?
Yeah I know
That's from the time you treated me like a baby too much.
I know more than you
I have experienced more than they ever will

I disgust you
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xx-volleyball-xx's avatar
This is a good poem and I really like it. It sums up some part of my life :)